OK everyone, watch out because I am going to be at the New York City Premiere of "I'm Going to Tell You a Secret" Madonna's new documentary filmed during last summer's Re-Invention tour. There is a chance that I am even in the movie. The movie will be on MTV on friday night so everyone should definitely watch it.

Also, Madonna's new single HUNG UP comes out tomorrow. It is really catching tunes and critics are calling it one of the best of her whole career. Her New Album, CONFESSIONS ON A DANCEFLOOR is realeased on November 15, and again the praise is endless. I remember when her last album came out, and we were starting the war on Iraq. Madonna was outspoken about it and really voiced her opinion on her album. The music was too preachy. This new album is Madonna back to her roots, making fun classic tunes. Think Like a Prayer meets Ray of Light.

So Look out for me because I'm going to be following her everywhere. In November I will be in London for the album Launch. The day of the release I will be watching her perform EVERYBODY in the same nightclub where she performed that same song almost 25 years ago at her first perfmance in the UK. It is going to be amazing.

And all of this is really making me go through a period of self-reflection. I am starting to see how the world works and that if there is a will there is a way. I can honestly say that crawling closer to the light. My message is this: NOTHING FAILS. If you want it badly enough, your dreams can come true.

So peace and love to every one as the fall months shake the leaves from the trees. Only 9 months til summer!

i hate my boyfiend right now so much I cannot even explain. and the worst part about it is that I hate myself even more

I just got my tattoo redone!!!

Date:	2004-11-04 17:39
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why is it that for every good thing in your life you are given you must also be handed something bad. And why is it then when you are handed something bad, there's not usually a good thats attatched to it. I sometimes feel like I must be one of the most emotionally unstable person in the world. Why to choose to ignore signs and then come to a huge realization that the hurtings about to begin? that just fucking sucks. I hate being hurt.

go check out pictures to see whats up with me. they're really cute and theres lots of pics of my new boy!

http://community.webshots.com/user/billy3785

Well I finally got my good pit picture -- from the front page of a Lisbon Newspaper

this is very interesting.

me and madonna woo hoo!

thanks shannon, i found this very amusing


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

New Years in NYC was crazy...absolutely crazy!

I hope everyone is planning on coming tonight!

9pm

be here or be a complete and total loser!

Party at my house on Saturday night! EVERYONE is invited! Please bring your friends and yourselves [and some liquor too if you like ;) ]
call my cell if you need directions 640-2229

I'd like to express my extreme point of view
im not a christian and im not a jew
im just livin out the american dream
and i just realized that nothin
is what it seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeems

You Are The Pretty Boy


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Date:	2003-11-25 03:06
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Music:	Madonna - Nobody Knows Me (Mount Sims Old School Mix)

i may not be jewish but oy vey!

I find this irresitably funny:
from Margaret Cho.com

Letter:

November 10, 2003

Hello Ms. Cho- I'm not sure if you will ever read this or even take my thoughts into consideration, but I was just writing to say that I was very offended by the small portion of your presentation that I stayed for at the University of Texas at Dallas this past weekend. Obviously your thoughts were discussed widely by the students of the university in that they were extremely controversial and offensive to a few students. I did find parts of your presentation interesting and perhaps thought provoking, however I don't think it was necessary that you used the language that you did.

While many students may have found it funny to hear you making remarks using this language, a few of us had to cover our ears and quietly leave. You may find it appalling to know that some audience members had no idea your presentation would be this provocative. I know a few students who didn't even know what "pussy" meant. I am saddened that you have inserted that word into their vocabulary.

I understand that you may have a lot of anger built up inside about the world and what it has become. I even think it's a good idea to point these things out, poke fun at them and have a good laugh. I mean you're right; the Terminator is governor of California. But why add to the already vulgar world we live in? If you're so much against all these bad things why not make fun of them in a clean way? To me, you have less credibility when you use such offensive language. Many of the students that will one day make a difference and perhaps create a "revolution" for the better are not the ones that cuss and use vulgar language. They are the ones who use little vulgar language, who are intelligent and more controlled than to express their emotions about things so irrationally. Cussing does little if anything for the way things are around us. It simply adds to the already dirty world. What about students that take action instead of simply speaking out? I think if you target this type of audience you will have more success in your lecturing. Rather than letting students have a good laugh, perhaps you will inspire some creative individuals to pursue a better generation for themselves and perhaps you and maybe even your children.

As a renowned speaker, I hope you will take my comments as constructive criticism. As for my opinions on vulgar language and why it is wrong, that is another long story. I'd be happy to receive any correspondence from you or your affiliates concerning matters in this letter. Thank you for your time.

Sincerely,
D____
Undergraduate Student
The University of Texas at Dallas

Response:

I am so fucking sorry that you don't get what I am trying to accomplish but I was raised to 'cuss' and therefore it is as hard to break as any habit - like oh - I don't know, fucking being a fucking judgmental fuck. I appreciate your fucking righteous attitude and thank you for being so fucking honest. I really think that it is weird that pussy is something that kids don't know. What do they call the vagina then? Or would they rather pussy just didn't exist? Thank you for your comments and please know that you were not in the least offensive to me. When I say 'fuck' it isn't dirty, it is just a way to express some frustration at the fucking idiotic fuckface cumbucket pussy hating or pussy unaware assholes out there.

Best,
Fucking Margaret Fucking Cho

Date:	2003-11-05 23:48
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Mood:	weird

Tomorrow I'm going up to Vassar for the weekend to see Lavinia!! I haven't seen her in over 2 months!
Being home is weird weird weird.

i miss jeff

dios mio i am so in love

Ok, its offical. i just dropped out of school.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm life is strange

im moving back to connecticut this week



weird

Its Gay Halloween in New Orleans

Now I've seen lots of scary shit today, I can't wait for tonight!